ready to get back to reality...

Fun time really fast over....
My next sem will be starting at Monday and I have to go back tomorrow morning..
Sad.... ~
huh, but what can I do..
we can hide ourself in our dream as one day we had to face the reality...

for some people, reality is ....
like a monstrous monster while will preserve greed, selfish, .... among the people.
For some people, they will force themself to think that the reality is same with their ideal dream.... forcing themself to accept the reality.
While, i think im the one who prefer to be OUT of reality..... as avoiding reality mainly means avoiding sadness which is the bad news.....in my life.... : )

Inhuman people

I just watch a video posted at the Facebook about a gang of people is torturing a puppy.
Through the languages that they are talking in that video, its not in China.

I always thought China would be a place where animals thought it is a hell.
as the dog or cat are beaten to dead then being sold....
but that video is where that ruthless gang, torture that puppy for entertainment purpose

I always heard that ppl always dont compare ourself with an animal as they are ANIMALS.
But think that those inhuman people are the true ANIMAL.

If you really think about it, dog also have mother, and when they are still puppy their mother will protect them. Just imagine if you are being bullied or tortured, if you are luckily you will be protected by your elders or friends or family....
but animal are different,

Sometimes i just don't understand why those which torture animals wont have the feeling of guilt. When I was a kid, i accidentally made few kitten...
then from that day, i had a nightmare for a week....
at least i felt regretted....
But how would they feel enjoy after doing such a evil deed.
maybe after all, they just a devil!

A thought of seeing 2 puppy

n the way to Ayer Tawar where my dad's workshop located, i saw a cute puppy then after 15 minutes i saw another puppy.

At first , i want to ask mom whether can bring the puppy home or not, but i sure my mom will say no so i din ask coz SHIRO has bring a lot of work to her, so she wouldnt want more work for her to do.... : P

then it reminded me of Toshiro....
at the day bringing toshiro back to the apartment at kampar, i have been wondering... 'Does she have any disease'....

then soon that sentence reminds me of my current hamster..... among 22 hamsters, got one have mentally aggressive problem, if you touch her, your hand would be very wounded as she will keep on biting without letting it go....
she quite different with her grand grand grand gran..... or maybe her ancestor.....
Ham Ham ,nick name = budong because besides he very friendly, does not bite, he also SELDOM move when being touch.....

now wondering, y i will think a thing from a thought....

=.=llll maybe that 3omin journey to the workshop is too boring ... perhaps..... hope so ( so that i won think that i keep thinking bout those weird thing, haha) .... : P

an aggresive dream....?

huh, luckily this morning i woke up before i being killed in my dream.... hmmm....

it quite scary for me....
the background is like in a castle or something similar with it.....
it got monsters and humans, like the alien vs predator.....

in my dream, the monsters are like savage while the human will hide....
i still remember the feeling of almost being killed but ending up i killed it.... =.=lll

i remember that dream quite weird coz that round is the first round... human win.....

then the second round, it takes place at a abandoned workshop, bot got one similarity which is got place for you to hide, if you are caught, you or the monster will be killed.
the second round, i'm being chased.... couldnt able to hide myself in time....
then
THE END OF MY DREAM~

a sudden busy day

haih, so sad
at first, i thought today would be a free day for me but....

today after went for the dental,
then went with mom to the shop to buy something then....
my dad called, asking me to buy the printer ink....
i went to two shop , both also din have...
then my dad ask me to bring the .... can inject the ink to the cartridge.... =.=lll have to go to workshop there..

at first, i tot very fast settle, who noes, more than an hour spent there

then back home, have to help my dad to scan and print....
hmm...... if being told that i will be given things to do, nvm, but.... suddenly got things to do.... really frustrating.... made me have to cancel what i have planned ... T.T

a success fried rice

....
wakakakakakak, yeah, today i successfully cook a fried rice.....
: )

so happy.... at first i tot it wont success scare it would be too salty,
so i referred to my dad....
he told me,
it is better to mix the soy sauce with the salt first incase when cooking i put too much salt....

for the kicap pekat =.=ll i not sure in english it's called what,
my dad says i can chooses not to put it
=.=ll hehe but i still chooses to put it , if not the rice colour will not change.....

i uses my own method to cook it....
first fry the onion ( so that the smell will much more better)...
then the egg, when the egg is still in liquid form....
quickly put the rice into the wok
then finally pour the mixture to the rice..... : P

hmm....
although its not TOO satisfying.... but at least it got the smell of the onion, the combination of the sweetness and the salty is nice then is wont too dry.... : P
maybe i put too much oil, hehe.... : P


Yeah, my first real COOK successful.... : )
then ..... mix the rice with

hmm..... days at hometown

now im having my sem break.....
human are weird....
when we don't have something we will wish for one....
when we get it, we didn't feel satisfy with it as time goes y, so we wish for another...........

how i get this idea.... hmmm......

before sem break..... especially when busying with all the assignment, i would think that if there was a holiday or somesort like sem break, would be good....

but now im having, i prefer not to have sem break.....

its true that i want to have a break but not a long break, too long for the work that i have planned to do as it can completed in a short time....

then when the sem break nearly end, nervous and sad would came,
nervous coz don't know what is happening
sad coz have to back to reality.....

back to reality is a tired thing as i have to become a person who is independent
as at hometown i can be like a baby which match with my nickname which my family called me.... : )

hope that everything can be a good ending and a good start after this sem break finished.... : )

helping Shiro bath....

Shiro din bath for a long long time....
hm.....
today i help him to bath, it tokk shorter time than i imagine....

=.=lll the problem is.... it splash the water at me.... -,-
psps means it's a bad dog WAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.... : P

he quite obedient.... coz he din move a lot when i help him bath.... : )
quite ok la, my skill , haha
=.=lll but not sure i will help him bath next time.....

=.=lll coz after help him bath i have to bath COZ my shirt and pants wet rdy and full of his fur..... =.=llll

veanne.... ~~ when i was drying him..... my hand full of his fur leh.....
he won botak hor.... O.o ?

A conversation becomes cold joke

haha....
=.=ll

ivan: u noe why i scare to go tuition at tuesday?

me : coz there are pretty girls....

ivan : why would i scare of pretty girls?

me : coz u are not prettier than them....

haha -,-

Its a terrible morning

This morning i wake up early....
i duno why i will wake up early , perhaps yesterday i too early sleep rdy....
hen since so free, so i went wth my mom to the dental....
luckily the denist is a guy....
coz he use a lot of energy to help me cabut...
-,- if a girl , i sure die....
then i go cabut gigi....
T.T ouch! juz arrive home not long, i can feel not so numb rdy, and the pain..... can feel it...
T.T my entire life , first time....
i most hate those ain which will not pain till make me cry but will keep torturing me....
>< nice, no need to talk for at least half day.....
.....................................
=.=lll

barks that scares me....

Yesterday about 9pm, i was staying at my room .... waiting for a phone call....
When i was relaxing on the bed. Suddenly got a weird feeling fills within me and creeps me up....
then a thought came into my mind.... my granma before she died , she always sleep at that room when she came to stay overnight....

the few minutes of remembering... makes me scares the next time i blink my eyes, i will sees a thing that I suppose not to see, ..... my granma sleep beside me.....
That thoughts really scares me off,....
luckily my bro came in n chat with me....
then i din let him leave, haha

Then after that, suddenly the thoughts back to me and then Shiro starts to bark non-stop....
outside of the room.... MY ROOM.... THE ROOM my granma....

then i went out to see shiro, he barks towards the room.... barks towards me when I came out....
when i touch him, i could feel he put his strength to bark....
usually u will see him strengthLESS.... : P

that moment he really scares me.....
then soon we all went to the living room include shiro.... but he still barking..... looking at the roof.....
at first i thought its because of the incense smell makes him bark but ... that time, my dad haven burn the incense or smoke.... =.=lll hm....
then,i saw him trembling.... and the way he look at the roof like he somesort like being scold....
if my Toshiro is here, it would be great.... that time if she aso barks, it means there really.... somthing there....

THE END..... -,- ....
actually i quite agree with my fren saying that its impossible to see....
but.... its my granma....

b4 tis, got two weird things happened b4 when y uncle passed away, at the 7th day after they passed away so im a bit ..... SCARED....

A VERY interesting day indeed, haha

My sis back from SG and arrive at me there at about one sumting (think so, forgotten rdy)
then we have some girls talk.....
I made her had her sleep at about 6 sumting in the morning , haha
then i went to wash my clothes, bout nearly seven settle, then went to sleep ....
9 sumting wake up, go bath then prepare myself....
went to the wangsa Jusco with my sis at bout 11 am to exchange her sg $ to Rm, then
shop for things.....

then after that we went back to GK for our lunch at KFC ad to get back a list of books that must be bought at the Jalan Pahang nearby GH.
psps, we went there by bas and back to gk to put the books by taxi....hehe
coz we scare we dun enough time.....

then after that we went to KLCC to terminate the maxis broadband.... by the time it has settle its already 2 sumting....
then we went to kelana jaya, the lrt.....
then we went to 1u by taxi (3:15pm) coz we wanted to see the love in disguise....
by the time we arrive its about 3:45 plus the time for searching the GSC/
then we decided to watch the 5pm movie,
while we hav time, we shop for bag for my sis, my bro b'day present and finally for me, hehe.... : P

then finally time up, we bought water, meatball and mashed potato to the cinema...
huh, luckily that time haven starts...
it ends at 6: 40 like that....
=.=lll we search for the exit to the taxi station,....
inside the taxi at 7:15pm...

then, bout 8:45 arrive GK, we went to buy dinner...
>< we sit beside the swimming pool at the apartment im living....
=.=lll my sis eat very fast.... -.- such a eater, HAHA
then i have to stop eat my dinner and rush to the block which i have to check whether the room that is ok for me to move into by the end of this month....
its quite ok but it looks smaller but nvm.... anyway its only myself who will be staying.... : )
FINALLY, nine sumting settle all, back to my room, continue eat my unfinish dinner.
really really tired..... accidentally fall asleep....

>< forgotten to call.... and to set alarm to wake up at 7am....

Huh, a very very busy day.....
luckily not going back at yesterday at 9 sumting, if not i sure will die since so tired rdy , hav to sit for a 4 hrs tip ... =.=ll
n summore a continuous rushing day...

>< no rest for the whole day, keep rushing walking and running, except in the bas, lrt, taxi and in the cinema only.... T.T

looks like a long long time

Its has been a such a long long time since i has been posting...huh.... feels like years.... aha
i found one similarity.... once if i din post anything for a long time,....
by the time i start posting again, at the same day, i will be posting few post in that same day.... : )

finally....

So happy, finally I'm back..... to S'wan....
My favorite place of all i think is Sitiawan, haha

Huh, and finally today can online already.
wow, i think since exam starts not long i din online rdy
haha, now i think back how i pass my time after the exam end at kl..... by playing freecell, spider solitaire, the sim 3 and the zuma.... =.=lll hmmm, a bit like hell