Tmr is Christmas Day.... : )

Just now I went to http://cp.c-ij.com/en/contents/1006/

And i saw this pic

Hmmmm...... Its quite a hardwork, hope i can finish it ^^ before today 12am, haha ^^

Lol, at first I only thought it was only one set , who knows it is divided into 3 set, the Santa claus, reindeer and the Sleigh....

Yeah, back to my papercraft.... ^^

A roses of thorn

During the road of love, you might met the wrong person

or you might have change, better or worse?

Love is like a rose of thorn.

The thorn is like the challenges, you can choses to pick the roses or not, getting involve with love/not.

the wound you get is the quarrel and the hurt you get.

The roses is like the love, pretty as ever but it also tends to tell love might die like the flower when you pick it up.

If you have taken the correct rose, congratulation.....

Some people tends to sacrifice their life for their love ones without knowing that it might make that girl or guy feel touched but if you loses your life wouldn't he or she sad?.... sad of losing you?

throughout the challenges, it may change you to another person, but the people who care of you reminds of who you are and why you are so lovable to them.

If you lost or didn't lost that love, don't lose who you are.

I said love like roses is ..... because

Roses takes time and needs time to grow, that why, some ppl hard to get love...
correct or not? : )

Greed

Why we want to be greedy.

All the thing in this world got level to me.....

the highest level and lowest.

Highest level of greed can make you sacrifice anything to get the thing you wanted

Highest level of love can make you sacrifice anything even ur life to your lover

one greed can bring us to another greed.

Some greed are nice to have but some weren't....

Ppl with high greed will always get what their want without thinking of others feeling....

I knew a person who wants something and I somehow related to it. thinking she would be my friend, but after she is achieving what she want, she tends to talk words with bone to me....

Not I think too much, but it really does, so that is why now im getting further away from her.

That why now im thinking that better keep away from high level greed of ppl. Who knows later one day, if u accidentally prevented your friend getting what he or she want, you will be in a great harm....

the most innocent is dunno why your friend harm you.....

Just why ppl tends to....

I read a news about a guy committed suicide for a girl.

It didn't make sense to me.

The guy commit suicide coz the girl left him.... saying that he can lost her as he love her too much.

One thing, if you love one person too much, would you live happily instead of commit suicide leaving guilt to that girl and leaving blame to that girl.

" Don't let go of whole forest because of one tree".

For me, this Chinese proverb isn't mean let go of the girl, this world still have girls that can bring you hapiness and love.

But it means don't let everything that you have achieve, are achieving, and tend to achieve.

If you commit suicide, how about your family, your career, your friends, and those people who care of you. If you commit suicide this all will lost, is it worth?

Maybe you can say you don't have family or friends, or even career and u lost your the only wishes to live ( your lover) . I have nothing to say.

But if you say you are a loser, you don't want to burden other ppl. Then if you commit suicide, would u imagine you will give shock to ppl depending how you commit suicide. Causing that person hav to see the psychologist, burden your family for the money for your burial. Wasted the love given by your family.

Or you don't tell me you chooses to commit suicide coz 2012 is coming..... This reason is stupid .If it is really 2012, why don't die of nature, die for what we human has done wrong towards the mother nature.

Before commit suicide please think of from baby till now, what happiness do you have, don't just think the unhappy event. Just try hard , and I noe its hard coz humans only tend to remember the unhappy event only. Just try to remember the every moment, each second that the time from baby till now.

That time , you might feel it is not worth to commit suicide

care

The word of care seems a much burden of word to me....

You can say you care for that person, but in which sense.

Care is such a broad word.

When you mention is there someone who care of you.?
Surely there does, but there is just different care they care of you although you think you doesn't need it or you wishes more or wishes they will care about you on other thing.

If that person is healthy, u surely can't care about the person health, don't you?

If that person have illness, you surely have to save up all the information related to that illness and send to that person, isn't it?

If that person wishes someone to hear to, you will always be the person listener although it also took ur revision for exam time....

Although you feel annoyed after some time, but you still listen to it, although you would mention that i got something to do. opr you might get back your lost time back through other reason....

If that person is being critic, you will keep defend that person.

If you are really care of that person, maybe your heart will agree with the comment ppl gave. But if you really care of that person, wouldn't you keep supporting the person you care without doubting and without finding the explanation for yourself to find the truth. If you really care of a person, you wouldn't care of the truth or the rumors people are saying....

One person can't care for all the people. I care for my friends, my family and my pets also and my things....

I care of my pet daily diet and health

I care of my sis

I care of my sis safety

I care of my sis health

I care of my bro hapiness

I care of my dad health

I care my mom health

and I gave different care for different friend.

I always care of one without letting them noe so that they wont express their hapiness or some misunderstand why i care of them.

Sometimes I too care of others and I didn't Take care of myself well.....

and please don't say I don't care of .....

I tried my best to care of everyone. But my care seems wasted after someone told me I don't care....

I care too lot on that person.....

Now i'm not needed to care of that person anymore, seems like free now and it's like a big rock has been put down.

Friend

Friend.....

means to me.... is you be friend with a person with your true self....

without pretending or .....

There is one thing I don't understand.... just why gal and guy can't be friend..... I get different comment when I be friend with both.

People always says, don't be too close with guys, if not will fall in love with them or in other way. But if girls, wouldn't you scare if you too close with a friend which is girl , might became les??
Low possibility doesn't mean won't....

coz sometimes I will think if my best friend is a guy I might fall in love with her, haha

When I close with a girl friend, we are said as being friend,

if we are too close friend, we being said as got road.... haha

If I didn't close with a girl friend, they will say we quarrel.

when I close with a guy friend, we being said as got road,

if we are too close fren, will be said as confirmed got road. =.=ll

If i didn't talk to my guy fren, they will say i'm arrogant or snob.

Or if i close with guy friend, they will say I'm trying to court him or I'm a .... =.=lll weird....

For me, I will limit my attitude towards my friend. depending how close we are.

Don't you feel weird, if you suddenly talk Formally to your close friend or suddenly became so friendly towards a friend which is not close to you?

If I'm too close with a person and that person feel weird .. Then ... I'm sorry.... it seems that our friendship at that person is not as I imagine. Our friendship might seems worthless. I discover Life is like the Sim game quite long ago.... after I came to KL? forgot rdy -,-

When I thought we are 70& friend, that person might thought is 50% friend. Sadistic huh?

So, I'm quite... know a BIT WELL if we are really ONLY friend. Friend are always friend to me ^^

If I didn't talk, means I got problem troubling me.

If I didn't smile, means I look fierce.

=.=ll Hard to live in a society without other people comment.

Some comment are good but some aren't.

and harsh comment might causes injuries to people, either physical or mentally depending who is the commenter.

Hmmm, what b'day present i should give....

i got a friend birthday is coming....

The problem is he is a guy....

i sure 100% cant give him present as our friendship....

haih, keep wondering what to give him....

sure not tie, coz it got meaning, plus its not cheap =.=ll

then, i thought before about papercraft.... then i think of it would consume a lot of time.... then plus if i give him rdy, it mght in the dust bin, plus the one im thinking , i make it before but i failed, no confidence.....

then what he needs, he have rdy..... what i can giv, hmmm.....

lol, thats y i dun like to be fren with guys coz when thinking of their present, i would want to ........

aiya, if girls at least i can present them a teddy bear, but hor, its impossible to give a guy this lea... how.... T.T

any idea??

hmmm, half dead....

later afternoon got test , later got presentation....

haih, die, coz the test i tried hard to memorize, but i noe but when i assume the ques is infront of me, i CANT think of any point,

i dunno why, its like only this subject only...

plus 5 subjective question, one ques 20marks, lol, aso dunno how to pass....

by the way, my memory like a bit ok rdy compared to last time where u ask me bout the dinner that i had previous night, i barely could remember.....

then i scare the presentation later i will be too nervous

guess its coz too long din present.

haha, still remember when at Kampar, its like, everyday also need presentation, all coursework also need to present, haih....

made me till a BIT used to it, but the when later on sem break,

a period of time din present, made me nervous back rdy, haih....

now scare of test + the feeling of nervous haih

haih, dunno why now its seems like its getting harder to remember things

A past is a past

haha, lol, now thinking back the time when i sprained my leg, haih.....

that time so funny....

later i got presentation, so i have to plan the time from coll citc to the class, based on my speed of walking with HIGH HEELS, i think i might need 35 min, lol

okay la, coz i think if im wearing sandle might need only 25 min....

haha, but when i sprain my leg that time, i need at least 45 min, lol, coz that time really hard to walk but the hardest is when it came to the STAIR matter.... haih....