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After read my sis blog, i got a question of writing this pot....
That question is in my mind all this long....

For me, people are weird... if i treat a guy nice... wouldn't it because im nice... muz it be coz i love him?? =.=ll

if im not being nice, people will say me no manners... =.=ll more worse

If being nice, ppl will say me stupid as being nice wont get repaid....


For me, being nice is important, its like respect, u wan respect u muz respect others...
so does being nice, if you aren't nice to other, how they want to treat you nicer... then you will exclaim they are ur enemy =.=ll

sometimes really think that shud i be nice??
but cant be not nice, haha
in the end prefer not to talk... coz if din talk , then no need to be nice, then no gossip.....
lol, one gossip could coz a person really pity.... haiz~~~

Trust/Bellieve

Sometimes... i'm thinking is it hard to believe people??
in the end not... maybe coz its true as im being said as a 'naive' person...

But if look at another angle...
i believe coz i dont want to hurt the ppl beside me...
When u chat with a person, the word said, you have the decision whether to trust it...

but imagine, if that person willing to say something important for them to you , it means you are important to them too, so they trusted you and told u their secret.. But if u didnt trust them,... they will be hurt ...

Most of the people tends to be cautious in believing people incase getting themself to be hurt when they found out it is a lie.... but if that so, they can try to pretend to believe at that very moment, and let the time to prove the right or wrong of the 'story'

Every relationship include the relationship between friends or lover or family or whatever relationship...
trust is the most important.... if there is no trust, then the word said is just a waste...


so, if i told a person a secret or a NON-secret thing, that person ... didnt believe
i don't think i would like to talk to that person again ...

its true that ppl are tend to lie for our own 'good'
maybe in some matter we wont agree it's for our 'good'
when ppl lie, its also hurt for them as they need to ACT accord to that lie and keep pretending, its tiring... if that person loves us, he or she might lie to us ...

hmm... so when i know a person lie to me, im quite sad... but on the other hand, i knew that there are something better not to be known ( we might hurt more if we learn the truth)
and means that person cares of me...

but in reality , ppl are always wants to know everything...
and due to my thinking, i never knew that the thing ppl tried to hide from me is actually will make me sad...

Some people might think they willing to know the truth, but if the truth is a REAL sad truth, would you wants to know it... It will let people's grow and matures but... in good or bad??

try to believe... and try not to know (certain thing.. know more, hurt more~) if being lied...
and try not to lie and try to decide whether to lie if will cause a great sadness after learn some truth ~~ is what im learning now

Coughing n coughing n coughing

Haih~
so pity me, haha

from last 2 week i kept coughing...
a bit reminded when im in Form 5, camping at the school....
cough till sore throat worsen and the throat pain when talk or drink water

so i went to the clinic this last week... as it has worsen...
Rm 30 fly rdy~~ nvm
the worst is~~ >< the doc say cant avoid sour or spicy and cold
>< made me cant eat laksa, tomyam, curry, =.=ll and nasi lemak without the 'sambal'
=.=ll

wondering when the day willl be ok... o.o

Ticket Problem?

LOL...
Last week, i went back to my hometown ,Swan~
At previous week, i went to buy the ticket...

Transnasional bus at 12pm....
=.=ll

kk , at the first im indeed very happy...
but then when at 19, the day to go back... =.=ll
i arrive on hour early just incase...
i sat at the platform there,watching the board.... waiting ~~~~

Then when i waited until 11.46
the bus status is still empty~ i get scared so i went to the counter to ask...
they told me it just arrive (but it actually no)

then i went to the information counter guess she say what
she say =.=ll '' the board cant be believed"
-,- so what am i to believe...

until 12: 28 like that, i asked a driver and the truth is revealed...
Actually the is no 12pm bus, he told me its a 1:30pm bus... =.=ll
>< have to waited for 1 hour again ><


Thank to my Mom
2@3 Sis (Veanne & Lazyt)
Bro (Ivan)
n fren ( Seby)

for willing to chat with me while im thinking how to pass the time... ^^


But at least i enjoy the trip, only 10 ppl in the bus include me...

now still wondering is it the ticket problem or the guy at the counter who sold the ticket to me??

Maple

Quite happy these days when really free could play the Maple new character...
but i only play the Battle Mage....
Thinking of creating the Wild Hunter character ... because they got the jaguar but the Battle Mage don't have...

Hehe, later when free going to delete my archer character, coz my list of character full rdy...
I got cleric, ice and lightning, aran, evan, koc, dual blade,.....
haha

There is a kind of big difference between cleric and battle mage although they are both magician...
coz when battle, cleric would be at the behind or those warrior or .... to heal them...
but battle mage.... would be at the front... my hp pot ><

at first i quite dislike play Maple after the new charac, coz i met few really indeed RUDE and no manners character... then in most of the map, =.=ll ppl are hacking, they use somesort of vacuum....

now it really better and my cleric easier to lvl up ^^

It's really a long time

Huh~
HiHi~~

Long time since i have post again....
Quite busy.....

Blogging...

Some people might think blog is a boring thing

but for me it is quite an interesting thing....

Sometimes I would treat it as an diary, posting the happy things that happen in my life , so the next time i'm sad, I could look back and smile.... : )

After didn't blog for so long... really misses the feeling of blogging again : )