有一种爱叫做放手

i found this music video while i was surfing you tube searching for a song in my previous post. This song is called' Got a kind of love called letting go"





quite enjoyed this song when i first heard it... its nice...
no wonder i like to hear oldies...
though its a sad song....
n kind of touching.... the girl met an accident but the guy stays by his side despite she cant walk
then the guy knew he got terminal illness later on and made an act to break p with her...
the guy ended died while the girl married to another...

Song: I just wan to be here

Last post for today bout my favourite songs
this song is one of the songs that I heard from the Hong Kong movies "Triumph in the skies II".

i only remembered in that movie, there's 2 songs that captivate my heart...  and after through some hardship, i found only one  ><

the first one is  I just want to be here by Andy Powell. In fact i tried to find others songs that she sand but couldn't find any of it..  kind of sad  ^^ but at least i found this song...  ^^
lol, but i better download it incase this song broken or disappear...

Song from a secret garden

"song from a secret garden'..

it's a really sad instrumental song...
but dont know why, when i hear it when im sad, its kind of cheers me up after the song finished...
though this song is sad, but i never cried when hearing this song before...
maybe im not sad enough??
people always said that your mood affects the feeling and the way you hears a music

My current favourite song.... ^^

Knocking by Freddie Stroma...
Became my favourite after i watched the 'A Cinderella Story : Once upon a song"
i like it cz of his voice, the tone...   and of course the melody....




Lyric

I lost in a world that rattles my brain

im cleaning my life from the mess you made

 uh, oh

woah, uh ,oh, oh

my soulds are in debt but my bills are paid 

i can give anything just to make an escape

uh, uh, oh

woah, uh ,oh,oh

so, you can keep knockin' knockin' knockin'

baby you're knockin' but there ain't way im ever letting you in

not again

so keep on knockin' knockin' knockin'

but baby you're better off walking 

cz i ain't gonna let you in

never again 

no,not again

So, so long honey there's no one to blame

but we lived in a dream then faced to fade

 uh, oh

woah, uh ,oh, oh

 And im scared of someone's gaze so i stared at the stage

and pour out my heart to the blank of a page 

 uh, oh

woah, uh ,oh, oh

repeat

I went on a limb again

i guess i had to lose to win

i was too confused to know which way to turn

and she could be a millionaire, be a model i dont care

cz there's nobody home

nobody's home

yeah

repeat

Pondering in the bus

 After the incident in the bus, i was thinking...

Some guys were being looked down because they were letting the girls to get what they want...   which we would normally called that 'attitude' as gentleman'.

But actually when you treat someone with wholly heart...  you probably would do anything...
does it really sounds stupid or incorrect to do so?

because There are some girls that i met before..  were taking advantage of a guy because the guy would let them to do so... and they stopped being friend with him and saying he is not gentleman as he refuses them ONCE...   
from my point of view, its not about gentleman or not rdy in this case...  its about using each other....


well, its kind of funny after summarize those who has told me about this world.... probably because i have a brother and i think from his point of view...
if a girl would do anything for a guy = she stupid
if a guy would do anything for a girl = he's a chicken cz he scared of her...

felt pity for those guys actually...
wrong for doing that and wrong for doing this...   n din do aso wrong  =.=ll

Is he really a gentleman?

This morning, while i queue for the bus... There is a guy let me cut his cue....

that time i was thinking " hmm~~ he quite a gentleman"
but =.=ll

once he entered the bus, he lie on the pole.. which basically used for public to hold while standing...
its quite crowded in the bus..  but his action led me reviewing my point of view on "gentleman"

 

Memories

For me,

Time is numbers. Counting one till 60 is seconds

but after 60 seconds, it would become 1 minute instead of 61 seconds
and 60 minutes = 1 hours.

1 day is 24 hours = 1440 minutes = 86400 seconds

1 year is 8765.81 hours = 525948.6 minutes = 31556916 seconds

(source: https://support.google.com/websearch/answer/3284611?hl=en-MY#unitconverter)


Memories are the events that happened and it stays as our memory.
Some memories are sad, some are happy...

but no matter what they are, they have their value....
happy memories let us be cheerful
sad memories help us be learn appreciates and be tough

but no matter it is what kind of memories, it's the best if we are not lock at the time of that memories regardless how sweet or how bitter it is, we must learn to let go of the past and go on...  this is life...
as
yesterday is history
today is a gift
and tmr is mystery...

Learned from the Kung Fu Panda (the turtle )  =)


without bitter, we wont realize sweetness....
so if there isnt sad incident, we wont be happy when one's occurs...  where we would probably treating it as normal or as usual boring incident.....

and currently there is a part of memories i wished to erase or forget coz
 If remains the sweet memory, it would always remind me of the bitter part. Being struggled and stayed at between is kind of suffocating.. the bitterness is much stronger than the sweetness.
i would prefer to erase that whole part...   the 'avoid' method..  many may find me as coward...
but this is one way for helping me be become stronger and avoid from being hurt further...



Been trying to erase that part of memories for 4 months rdy...  and its really kind of hard...
actually, is there any problem in choosing whatever or how you will be handling your life?
Isnt the most important point is being happy?
If its isnt us to choose how we want to handle but following others order or advice or ____, then if we ended being unhappy and sad, who can we blame? ourself for following or that person who we choose to follow?

huh~~ suddenly felt its kind of weird for typing such deep stuff, lol...
but then, my current option will be always towards a path that would always makes me happy and stay cheerful...  = )  but i know that the path I would faces rough time in future  =.=ll...

These is what i think...

Saw junior made me missed the past

Currently at the college CITC...
the girl beside me is doing her tutorial...

seeing her doing the matrix made me missed the time when i was doing it when in Diploma lvl...

then i looked up of her tutorial paper and i saw
mathematics for economics   dec/dfi

its the exactly the subject i had in the past... hehe, my junior..
><  i hated maths cz my maths always EPIC fail ..  lol
but the only thing that i liked is matrix...
always found myself enjoy doing that tutorial..

but now,forgotten how to solve the equation rdy...

my current breakfast

actually except my 'owl' sleeping time...
i considered myself as healthy because every morning, my breakfast would be an apple (green) and either milk or soy milk...   yummy  ^^

then lunch would be waffle  =p   better than din eat...

dinner would be spaghetti  ><  yummy..  but sometimes would be desserts.


these considered as ok rdy since not with family, studying outstation. Things would be different with having parents at home.....

decided to bring rice-cooker from home  ^^  yeah~~  then i can eat can food rdy  =p  hehe   ^^

Home sweet home

Haha, as usual, still have problem in thinking TITLES~~~~

hmmmm~~~
this morning bought bus ticket back to hometown~~   so happy  ^^

the only thing im worried about is assignment =.=''   and couldnt wake up tmr....
these days been disaster...  totally become just like an owl...
sleeps in the morning 6 or 7am and but wakes up at 6 or 7 pm..  =.=ll   12 hrs..  wonder how i sleep so soundly till din hear the alarm...

things must be bought before tmr departure...
1) anti motion..  Forgotten the name...  (for motion sickness purpose)... thanks for my sis for introducing this med to me...   very useful...  esp having the bus driver with rough driving skill

2) sour plum


^^