Tong Shiro

Yesterday when I was watching the 'Digimon' cartoon, I kept asking myself question especially when I saw the relationship between Augumon and Taichi. Both of the remind me and Tong Shiro a lot.

I will be thinking where are you Shiro? Do you have a better owner now? Does they treat you well?

I really hope she can go back .....
I really hope can see her again?

Yesterday , actually at 1pm, it remind me something actually , don't know why it chooses yesterday.... My bro phoned me a long time ago. At that time, its also 1pm and its 1pm and i get my mom confirmation the next day which near 1pm....

I hope you will come back..... tong Shiro....

Friendship Eraser

Wow! Its a long time since the last touch of this blog. Today, when in college, i'm having English class. From writing to erasing , I felt nothing until I erase the word of 'friend'. At that moment, I felt, it a bit familiar.... Haha

it's like no matter what you do, when you and your friend are separated, it will be like a eraser slowly erasing the word of friendship.
Even though you didn't erase IT, it will like a paper that you wrote using pen or pencil..... day by day, month by month, it will looked as it is fading.....- a fading friendship....

A new favourite song

Few days ago, while I was surfing the Facebook, I played some quizzes. And one of the quiz , I discovered a song..... which now become one of my favourite song . It is I'm yours by Jason Mraz
and he is a quite good-looking guy.... : P






I was captivated by the way he sings and his voice although some words I couldn't catch what he was singing. I like this songs especially the line of " so I won't hestitate no more".

A story of 'FRIEND'

Today , my ex-classmate (Kampar) which is also my friend reminds me what exactly friendship means......
Friendship have a lot of meaning to certain peoples.

Some means friend is use to entertain themselves from being bored....
Some means to share everything with them.....
Some means is to be betray in order to get something or someone....
& some people treated friends like a scarecrow..... when we need help or people to be back-stab, we search them.... when there is nothing, we leave them them a lone like a scarecrow in a paddy field standing alone....


There is a saying, ' If I help them, they will help me back' . It is proven wrong especially to those who are selfish. When they need you, they talk to you. When they don't, they treat you like you never exist.... ( like the scarecrow) So, the saying of , " If I help them, i will get reward or something goood will happen to me" is much more preferable.

There is no second chance in certain things. Especially if after u betray someone which is your friend, a friend who always stands by your side, it is useless to regret. As you can try to imagine, youself being betray by a person who you think is your best friend and the most important friend, it's hard to accept any of the apologies from that person. If anyone being betray and still accept you as their friend, they are really nice to you but still, the relationship sure will not be nice as compared to it used to be as the person will scare it will happen again.

Sometimes, when you want to BE FRIEND with the person you had already knew, you no need to keep talking because they might find you annoying and as a result they will hate you except you do it with intent ( mostly they do it because they want to be left alone)

These are my experience I get from watching THESE things happening around.....

Wow! Beatbox

Today when I search for The Voca People, I have found this

Then I found this, nouvelle star,

Finally,

It really amazed me. I mean their talent, so nice. But I prefer The Voca People because their performance not only interesting like others but funny..... Don't misunderstand, I didn't mean they are the best than others, but for me yes. Hehe : P

Kampar....

Do I really MISS Kampar very MUCH? the answer is no.

Although I miss the peaceful life there.... There always a saying We Should not look back.
Haha, the first time I didn't look back. i kept wondering if I didn't come to KL, how my life would be?
My life sure will be spending time with library, quarrel with my sis .... hehe....didn't rare Xiao Ker Ai, killing a lot of roaches, eating laksa and burger for the day, my bottles wouldn't lost, my hand phone might be in very bad condition and didn't met new friend.

For me, the hardest way to live at KL is to meet new friends and learn to adept with not only the lifestyle there but also the way of teaching .....

When at Kampar, I'm very closed with doesn't matter girls or guys. But at here.... haih..... scare if I too nice to one of the guy, that guy will be involved with the gossip..... so troublesome..... At least my Kampar friend won't be mind about the gossip of the relationship, so its better as I won't lose a friend.

This is the last time I mention about Kampar and at here it should be stopped mentioned.

My Hamster, Xiao Ker Ai.... Goodbye Forever

Since May, I have adopted him. At that time, he is just a child. He is very cute and obedient. I'm used to put my food on the floor and he always take my junk food. Haha..... such a weird hamster....
Don't know from when, I already treated it as a part of my life. Now although I may not see him again, as he has just passed away at 7:45 pm today. He is the best hamster I have ever had.
I will always fell his presence in my room where he love to go.

He died like Rocky ( my last time hamster), which is just a hamster child, it is grey in colour. At first it is very weak, unable to move, unable to eat, then having difficulty in breathing. All this sign is same with Xiao Ker Ai.
The two difference is I have done 3 times CPR to him as he has stop breathing but for Xiao Ker Ai ,I only did once but it couldn't make it breath again.

The last time I stop save Rocky is when I was pressing his chest, a light green colour jelly came out from its ass-hole, but Xiao Ker Ai, I don't know.....

They have the same smell when I'm doing the CPR, the same weak body, and the same kind of looking..... a look of hope....
I'm wondering if I really saved both of them, will the continue to suffer..... I could only thought of YES as it is what I get after I have done CPR for 3 times....

Rocky can rest in peace, I guess. As i can close its eyes. But I don't think Xiao Ker Ai can as I tried to closed it many times already but at least it is not the look of vengeance...

From the moment I know he is sick, I'm wondering " Am I the one who causes him to die"?
AiAi died the day before my final exam. Now Xiao Ker Ai died on the day before my last exam is over.

Now Xiao Ker Ai is beside me, how I wishfully hope that it will come back to life, although it is looking for vengeance.... like Rocky dying on my hand and watching them die but cannot help them is the most suffered moment in my life.

P/S Xiao Ker Ai...... Rest in Peace ..... if you can't I welcome you back..... for anything.... including vengeance as I feel that If I'm not the person who rare you, you might have a longer life..... I'm sorry.....

The role-play

LAst week, my English lecturer says that we will be having an role-play

When thinking about this, I really don't know what to do. There are two girls and 1 guy in my group. they say any title will does as that day my class will ends until very late ....

When talking, they A says 'never mind, anything also can', B says ( I want title related to LOVE) and Lastlly,C(the only guy) says that 'cincai'

But the problem is, when I told them some stories, they banned it. I'm so furious now about the role-play by the two-headed snake.

Please if u really wan 2 banned my idea, can u pls tell me the reason.....
Now I had my decision, don't they ever think about asking the ideas from me..... my idea stuck already because of that three DEVIL....Luckily the lecturer says can chooses the title that written by her.....
So, I don't care anymore, I only have toprepare my part, theirs-except I die....

A busy month

Haih.... Its the only expression that I could give today....

This week ,I'm having two test (IA & HE).
Then next week, ME and BMS test. Soon a week after the ME test, its the deadline for the assignment which I just got the question this week.... Then the IA presentation date is unknown because the lecturer haven't decide yet.

Huh! A lot of things to do.... Plus by my cute and obedient hamster keeps looking for my 'Mi Maggi' whenever I took it out for him to walk or exercise in my room.

Then yesterday, I don't know why it bit my notes..... Wow, I felt like killing it but at least it not like this in he past....

Scorpio as pet?

Wow!
Its truly very long time since my last update.....

I have seen people raring dog, cat, hamster, rabbit, bird, and so on....... but today......you couldn't believe what I saw.
Actually since yesterday, I have been seeing SCORPIO.... its alive, inside a cage ..... and its somebody pet...
..
I'm quite adore the people who are brave, brave enough to have those dangerous animals as pet.

But I'm sure that 100% I won't adopt those dangerous animals as pet because at my second thought.... even if I'm very good in handling them, in case one day if suddenly they escape, who can tell me what will happen? or Where will they be? or Will people die because of them?


Scopio is well-known by its poison sting at its tail. If a person is being stung by it, the percentage of them being alive is very small. I only hope the owner will take good care of it very well and won't let it escape....

A piggie Leg......

A piggie leg = a pig leg = a big fat leg

After I sprained my leg, I hoped it will be okay but today my leg

My LEFT leg

My RIGHT leg

T.T That night my sis and I went to the pharmacist to buy the bandage thing.
Then today, when I went to the college, everyone is looking at me..... Haih......

The problem is its very hard for me to cross the road. Its like racing with the vehicles. Furthermore, I have to go to the college earlier because when I didn't sprain my leg, I only need about 15 minutes to go to the block but now I need about 25 minutes to walk to there....

I don't know why, why every time I want to go back to hometown, sure something will happen. For example, last two week, I went back to Swan and I have to see the doctor because I'm having a bad sore throat.

Now, I'm having a sprained leg. I'm wondering will there be the next time? Will it be more serious?

Now my leg condition can be consider as bad. Besides I see some bruises, I also see dark PURPLE capillary/nerves at my right leg....... Will it be okay?

My unluckiest Day

In one day, a lot of things can happen. I never believe it but I had to as it has happened to me.

On Wednesday, I didn't attend the first class because I overslept.

Then, I mistaken the time table.
At that time, I thought class stars at 10:30, who knows actually it started at ten.Luckily, my classmate send sms me but that is because that day is the day I have to present my group answer to the tutor.
Wow, for that tutorial question which contains 15 marks, I only could get 3.5 marks.... so sad....
After that, whatever the lecturer ask, I couldn't pay attention.

Then,the courier service say they have problem delivering my offer letter to me because the address isn't quite correct.

Then, when I was calling my sister on the way back home I fell down and sprained my leg.

I barely could walk because its too painful. After I enter my room, I cried for hours........

I hope my leg will be better soon....

Why does the COBRA appears

I don't seem to be understand why and how it will appears
( as long as don't tell me it came by bus).
The thing I most angry is why it must eat my hamster but not the rat as rat is free but to have hamster, we must buy them.


I think I will still be wondering after days and days and days.......

why the snake can be at there?
will there be second or third snake appears?
Where is it from?
Will it's mother will come here?
If it really like my brother said(it is lost), it may happens to other of the snake too.....


This planet is not more a safe place anymore as I still couldn't believe that I have seen a real poisonous snake in front of me and I scare next time, I may be seen something much more scarier.

Thing happening when and after the COBRA thing.

First,luckily Shiro went out already before my mom noticed the snake.

Second, the two son of Ham Ham keep running here and there inside the aquarium when the snake is staring them.

Third, one of Ham Ham son had his cheek burnt by the hot water( accidentally spilled into the aquarium)

Fourth, Shiro can stayed at home for few minutes when the snake are killed.

Fifth, after the snake is killed, mom bird are making n0ise (one followed by another)

Hope you will rest in peace , Ham Ham

Today afternoon about one something I fed the hamsters like usual.
When I was feeding Ham Ham, Ster Ster and their kids, I felt very weird because each time I fed them, they will come out from their house.
But it's very weird, Ham Ham didn't move at all and suddenly my sister says that Ham Ham died already.
At that time, I think maybe it died because of its age but soon after my sister take out his body using a plastic, I found out that its body are very soft and its like contains a lot of water or air. For condition like that, I will always conclude that it just died and if CPR are being done, maybe it can be saved but the problem is Ham Ham body are smelly like it dies for a long time.
(My dad heard the hamster are making sounds the night before today)

Its face and half of its body looks like caught with some acidic liquid and it is in dark purple colour. It is a very strange scene that I had ever seen. (Although Ham Ham are not eaten by the snake but it faces and half of its body is caught with the snake venom)

When night arrived, my mother shout that got snake at the cage, I mean inside the hamster cage. At that instance, suddenly I felt a sorrow feeling flows through my heart as it means that Ham Ham's daughter( the only daughter) will be eaten by that f***ing snake.

Then my mom rushes to the kitchen and start to boil the water(as told by my dad). At that moment, the snake is staring the two other Ham Ham's son which is luckily my mom put them in an aquarium since they were born. The snake stared at them for a long time.

We like waiting for hours for the water to be boiled, once it is boiled, my mom took out a very big pot(I have forgotten what it is called, I only know it can be filled in a lot of water) from the kitchen and an utensil to pour the hot water on the snake body
wow...... luckily my mom boil a lot........

Then my dad pour the hot water on the snake but some of the HOT WATER is accidentally spilled on one of Ham Ham's son who live in the aquarium( because we put Ham Ham's cage and other hamster cage nearby each other)

As the result, one of Ham Ham's son is injured, hurt by the hot water and the snake has died. The snake is a Cobra and luckily it is not big.

When my mom took the snake using a spatula. Instead of seeing the dissapearence of Ham Ham daugher which is the only..... has dissapeared, I saw the size of the snake which has fattened ( between it's head and it's tail.)

My mom has noticed it by the hissing sound made by the snake(Actually, my mother heard it few days ago but she don't know what is it until before she saw it)

Luckily Ster Ster and her three newly born baby hamster are okay.


P/S : Ham Ham , I hope you can rest in peace although I knew that you may not....

a died animal laying on the street

Sometime I will think when will the dead body of the animal laying on the street as I always seen a frog laying there for weeks?

I felt pity towards them like when a person dies and that person didn't being buries properly, the spirit of him or her cannot rest properly.

Well, today I saw a KITTEN with its intestine out from the kitten ass hole making me think back the bird which I once saw in my hometown, the street nearby my home. The bird has just died before I was there because I saw the blood flowing out from its eyes and somehow a cat is going to the bird direction like wanting to devours it....

Thing happening

A lot of things has happened since few weeks ago. Got happy and unhappy.

First, Ster Ster gave second birth again, the second generation of Ham Ham and Ster Ster ( seven baby hamster). Unfortunately, from seven baby hamster has become four baby hamster. For this one, I don't know where the other three has gone.

While the first generation of Ham Ham and Ster Ster from seven became three hamster left. The three hamster is dead of being eaten by the siblings and the another one( I don't know why it died-maybe because of starvation)

I'm the one who put those two in the red plastic bag.One of it has its head gone while the other one which you could see its red colour blood, it's still alve but couldn't made it through because half of its faces is gone.

These three hamsters which has died is the hamster that I loved the most among the babies as their food is always taken by the three hamsters which are still alive. Now I could understand a saying ' Only the strongest could alive'. For this one, the three dead hamster are not only amall in size than others but they are weak too.

Okay, the hamster matter has past. Now say about Tong Shiro.

I found out that if I look carefully at Tong Shiro face carefully in all direction, there will be two difference. One, is it will looks like fox and the other degree is a cute dog.

Cute right?

and recently she sits when I say sit to her but the problem is I have to yell sit to her sometimes. The prosibility she sit and jump up to me because she wants to eat the snack I'm having.

Okay, now Siro story has ended. Continue with the birds that my mom rare.

Five cute birds

These birds are orphan

The birds food

My mom is feeding the bird as it is too young and don't know how to eat

Haih.... Shiro keep looking at the birds when my mother is feeding one of it

The pitiful kitten

Yesterday night, I saw a kitten when I was buying burger (hehe ^^). The kitten keeps making sound, I don't know either it is hungry or it is searching for its mom.

After few minutes, there was a cat going near the kitten. Maybe the kitten believed that the cat is its mom, so it followed her. Not long after that, the cat scratches the kitten faces.

A lot of people was looking the kitten with a mean look at that time, it is not the kitten fault to be born there or to be born to this world.

But then , it looks very cute to me. Although I LIKE cat, it doesn't means that have to adopt it and although I LOVE dog, it means i wants to adopt it as my pet (hehe.... ^^)

Shiro

I missed my 2nd sister dog very much. My sister saw him at the web and decided to rear it. It a male dog. But last Friday, when my sis brought Shiro back from KL, it give me a image of a female dog.

beautiful! elegance! fluffy! and look like the a doll.

he look very cute, right?

^^

Maybe because she tied his hair. These photos are the result after spending hours to capture its photo(he keep moving). Although he is cute but sometimes he is troublesome(*just kidding*). For example, last year, Shiro has made my brother and me lock in the kitchen. So my brother dislike the dog. Cannot blame the dog, its my brother and my fault too.

The Sushi King

Lat 3 week (think so) , my family and I had went for the Shushi King at Kampar.

The sushi

The bill is Rm 95.45

My family who I pity....

pity my dad ......have to spend RM95. 45

pity my mom because she eats a little only because she didin't eat uncooked food

pity my sis because she have to think of the prices but she looks nicest in the photos

pity? she? she look choosy

Me with the Octopus

pity me(T.T) hav 2 become dustbin

pity my brother have to calculate of the prices.

pity her, cannot be there to eat. Haih.... miss her so much....

Shiro, Koko Shiro or Tong Shiro

Last time, I saw a dog, a stray dog. But now, she is no longer a stray because my family and I adopted the dog.
She have three names:-

• Tong Shiro ( by my dad and me)
• Koko Shiro ( by my sisters, my brother and me)
• Shiro ( by my sisters, my brother and my mom and me)

The story starts like that:
One day, when I was going to the college, I met her and she followed me until the college gate.
Despite of following me, it entered the college and everyone thought it is my dog. I keep explaining to them but they don't believe me.

This is the picture I have taken when she is following me. Nice huh.....
She not moving, so its quite easy to capture the picture of hers.

Then for a long time, I saw the dog keep walking around the apartment I was staying( for more than one month) and the bggest problem is she became thinner and thinner, one day by one day.
So I bring the dog back (with no force- it follows me ^^). Then I helped to bath it.

The picture taken after she had her bath( still wet)
She scare of wwater very much, don't know why. Maybe because she almont drown at Kampar lake before, or because at Kampar, keeps raining (from 5:00 until ....)

The that she made:-

• She bark at any noise she heard
• She bark at some people only( thats why sometimes she was bullied by a KID)
• She scared of water ( she refused to drink so she drink my father peacock fish water)
• She scared me (when she get near to Ham Ham , Ster Ster and their baby , she will keep
  staring them and making the expression that they are delicious)
• She is sometimes troublesome (when I went back to hometown, she will jump on me
  making my pants wet as it just finished raining.)
• She's only eats dog food and chicken only.

She looks like fox(pity her)

But then :-

• She's cute
• she became much more obidient
• she's trying to eat other things too
• When she is called to "Up" she will stand up
• She learns to hop
• She's pending to learn to walk while standing
• She can chase the buglar out( hope so)

Baby Baby Baby

Last Friday I went back to hometown, Sitiawan and I took the picture of Han Ham, Ster Ster and their baby secretly at Monday while they are sleeping.

Sleeping in a group

pity him, sleeping alone

It quite different with the baby hamster which I get before this.Because within two weeks, the baby can walk already but these seven baby have their hair grown and closed eyes.
But I think they are cute when they grown up.

: ( Ster Ster is smelly, have not bath for more than one week already because of the baby. I'm wondering when the baby will grown up because the first thing I will do is help Ster Ster to bath definitely.

Cockroach

pending to lay egg before i killed it.

flying here and there, crawling here and there before I killed it

There are two cockroach can be killed today for intruding my TOILET , sometimes not even one cockroach can be seen for half month and sometimes I can see it FIVE times a week or three cockroach in a day. I don't know why I always skeep seeing the cockroach in my life ( Haih, pity myself).

Maybe my hostel toilet is opposite the kitchen of others' hostel.The problem if I apply the 'Ridsect' , then it will be flying here and there.

After a while, I will be seeing some black thing fall from the leg of the cockroach.

YUCK !!!! and GROSS !!!! and EERIE !!!!
I HATE cockroach especially THE FLYING ONE for the rest of my life.

Becareful !!!!

I saw cockroach. Not one but two./ I saw them on the ceiling....at outside my hostel
It happened when I was helping my sister to 'pump' her bicycle.

YEAH! I become grandmother already....

haha....

I mean my Ham Ham and Ster Ster is my child. So the baby that she gave birth to, is my grandchild.
I couldn't believed that she was pregnant and that morning, there are babies in the cage.

secretly take the photo

I noticed it few days ago, her stomach is getting bigger and bigger, day by day adn she had a funny pose of sleeping.

Ster Ster sleeping pose before she give birth

My sister told me today i'm not suppose help her to bath if not her baby might....
but my mom says that it's okay, so I help her to bath 5-6 times as it is the only way to change her behaviour from being aggressive.
Yeah.... i'm wondering what colour of eye do the babies have? Will they follow the colour of Ham Ham or Ster Ster?

Is smiling is a bad thing?

Yesterday my sister has told me something at 3:30 a.m. that made me wondering, do we have the freedom to smile? If got, under what condition or circumstances?

My Questions and My Story.

*Should we smile to the person we don't know ?
I don't think I will do it in the rest of my life because I did it before. When I did, they said that I'm mad. (ending up with whole school or college knows it) When I didn't, they said that I'm nothing but just a ego person, fierce, hard to communicate, strange and so on.


*If we have a new classmate, should we smile to him or her if we met him or her outside the college?
This starting yaer, I smiled to A (my classmate) when A is having his or her lunch in a restaurant. After that, A pretended that we don't know each other. To my surprise, when his or her friends asked A, 'Do you know her?'. A replied 'NOT AT ALL'. The weirdest thing is the next day, A smiled and said to me Hello in the class. I'm confirmed it's the same person.


*Should we smile to our neighbours?
I smiled to them as they smiled to me. when I was a kid I smiled to them, they said I'm cute. When I was in Form One, my neighbour smiled to me so I smiled back to her. As the result , her mom ask my mom if I got any mental disorder. So from that day on, I never smile to her again. Not only that, I'm scared if after I have done the 'hello signal'(waving) to my friend, will my friend see it? And if they are the one who are doing the signal, are they doing it to me or to those people behind me?

I have grandchildren...

I mean my hamster is my child. So the baby that she gave birth to, is my grandchild.
I couldn't believed that she was pregnant and yesterday morning, there are babies in the cage.
I noticed it few days ago, her stomach is getting bigger and bigger, day by day. My sister told me today i'm not suppose help her to bath if not her baby might....
but my mom say it'sokay, so I help her to bath 5-6 times as it is the only way to change her behaviour from being aggressive.

Is it good for a couple to live&die together?

Today after having discussion with my friend about homework. Suddenly she told me about a news of couple dying because of careless driver. It happened on Wednesday, 11th March.The story goes like this:

A&B- couple who has passed away.C&D- friend of A&B and they are also a couple.There are two couples (A&B, C&D ) . Both of the couple is in the same car- a black Honda Civic car. C&D was sitting at front-seat while A&B was sitting at back-seat. Some arguement have taken place between C&D. When they are quarreling, C is driving about at 140 (the speed). Then suddenly he stopped the car. What a coindence, there is a lorry which couldn't stop and it crashes with the car. ( the car stop at the 'persimpangan')The people who know A felt very sad because he is a very nice guy, studing diploma.Some people felt sad because A&B has a bright future but now the future is gone and their parents hope and love towards them are lost in the accident too.While some people may think like me, it's very nice to have no one sacrifies in any accident but the truth is both of A&B has passed away and today they will be burried.A is from Ipoh while B is from KL.Have you ever wonder before, if either A or B survive, one of them will be very sad because the person who they thought is their life partner, has past away and if their love is deep( I mean deep enough until you willing to die for your lover.), they will commit suicide to unite with their lover. If that happened , it will be a tragic love story.


P/s,I don't know what's their name, so I put A and B. Sorry if I expressed wrongly what I wanted to say .

My hamster

The picture of Ham Ham

Isnt he cute?


He is weird. He has different colour of eye (red and black) but he is sure cute.




Ster Ster

Ster Ster is a bit aggresive. She always bit Ham Ham private part but she good at keeping the food in the house.

Between that, not only she's cute

But her pose of sleeping is funny too.... haha (when she's pregnant)