My birthday Present

^^....

Yeah, I got two hamster as my birthday present from my friend....

hehe....

Their colour a bit like the ai ai n lili colour, grey.

Their difference is this time that two hamster is male....

Hmmm, intended to named them as ai ai n lili....

coz previously ai ai n li li Which is femal, their name means where is the love....

This time , the name would means the love is here.... ^^

haha,.....

juz their mom at the pet shop only....

^^ cheik~

i got hamster liao.... ^^

hehehehe, so happyy ^^

Thank you crab crab.... ^^

Demand?

Huh?

Back to a demanding person O.o =.=ll

I’m a person who always say ‘cincai’ or’ sui bian’ which mean anything

Asking me to have a demand is a bit easy but asking me to SAY out my demand, it’s real hard….

Its like asking me to find my own grave…. : P

As I would scare I would made the wrong choices

Eg. When there is a problem,

There always are solution, maybe more than 2 choices…..

Hence, when choices are made,

When the decision is set,

No u-turn back….

What is done is done….

OR

Eg. If you find problem for the relationship between ur bf n u, n the solution is either endure or split and u chooses to split but after u ask to break up with ur bf, then you felt regretted….

Supposing there is an u-turn….. asking that guy whether can be together again….

And if that person agrees, u r really a very lucky person as its hard to have another chances when wrong decision are made….

^^ If I’m that person, I’ll sure will appreciate that guy a lot and TRY not to let go again causing him to hurt once more or anything bad happens to him….

Hmmmm,,,. Wonder will it be me…. O.o : P

haha

Love

Love is suppose to be a complicated thing yet a easy thing.

You won’t be able to know if the love is there or you will fall in love with a ‘USELESS” person…..

No one has the answer and maybe that person also didn’t know….why….

Some love are easy to gain and some love are not….

I think love will be complicated especially for those who think themselves are ‘useless’ as they might found its impossible that a person will fall in love with her although she is the kind of ‘good for nothing’.

LOL! When do I become so good at LOVE, haha : P

Hmm…. Maybe coz I read that storybook….. : P

Will the relationship last long?

I read a book before and it in my mind for a long time =.=ll , I forgotten the names….

I paraphrase it as I only remember the storyline but not all of the story….

There is a girl who does not quite believes in love and she believes that through love, not only happiness can be found but also sadness….

Then he stated to fall in love with a guy…. That time is just a simple love, interested to have a further relationship as lover with that guy.

That guy has done a lot of things for her and he’s a very nice guy.

The girl might says guys always prefer friend than their lover but that girl could feel that he has given most of his available time to her but not his friend….

As time goes by, she not sure if she has really fallen in love with him or feel grateful to him as its hard to be with her….

But soon, she has her answer, when she miss him but can’t see him or when she made him sad angry, will made her cry. And in the world besides her family and education, he is the only person who can made her cry.

Later one, she wonders if they never started and kept as being friend , he might be happier as he is quite a happy guy but she has bring not only happiness (maybe some) but also sadness and anger….

When they are both upset with something, she will think if maybe they are friend maybe he wont be upset of angry….

Hmmm…, should say her is a negative thinker or what….

Then sometimes , she will wonder why she can’t be a decisive person…. If she can, she won’t bring much trouble to him……..

But thanks to his friend who also her friend, who reminded her to trust him and to hold on this love….

It’s a bit hard for that girl to kept it as a secret that she never told him about she referred some things about him to his friend as she sure unhappy things will be happen.

But she refer to his friend because they are classmates for a very long time ago and surely his friend know him more than she does…..

From the moment she understand everything, she decided not to be indecisive , stop wondering thing, hold on the love that she let go before, and trying ways to make him happy including telling cold jokes but it seems not happening.

Having a love is easy, having a true love is hard, maintaining a love is harder but let go of a love is the hardest.

Hmmm…. Wonder if the girl will be able to hold on that love….

Hmmm…. Wishes her she will…. ^^

: P I didn’t finishes that story….. : P

Thinking

Sometimes I will wondering if thinking is a crime….. as in the past when I’m unhappy I would think happy thing when I was alone , walking….. ending up with smiling =.=ll but ppl will prefer to say im crazy… -,-

Huh, a bit hopes to be back to the past ‘ME’ before I came to KL, at least that time my though is much more simpler, happier, and more positive….. hmmmm…..

But now my thought are quite full of negative things,….

=.=lll so it’s a bit hard for me to create post to my blog…..

Friends

Best friend for me is those who has accompany me during the times of good and bad

And friend is the people who I know, I mean their names and so on , eg. Classmate O.o

Whoever is not my enemy..

Some people told me that friends are to be use….. every moment with them are using them

Eg. When you are boring you will find them but when you aren’t boring you wouldn’t.

At first, I never THINK of this, I only care of being a nice friend to them…..

Hmmm…. Miss lisa, shi wai, n segari.... : ) My best friend who really who me very well …. : )

But as the time goes by, I started to think is it true for what I am told. But the face is I want my friend to share the happiness not to use them as human are always unhappy so I want them to be happy … although I might give them cold or crap jokes…. : P

That why I created some wishes or reminder that reminds them they still have me as their friend although we don’t contact each other anymore…. And now I didn’t do so, : P hehe, my hp bill increase rdy, so I can’t, haha

Plus Im a person who can be considered as a loner, so I wouldn’t mind not to talk to people….

But I will prefer to male people chat as sometimes I will saw people sitting at a place looking boring really upset thing for me…. : P

So I will try to make that person talk , through a tomboyish way : P hehe, if I got things to CHAT with them…..

Greed

People always be greedy. Yes to the people I know….

It will never end….

At first they might wishes for something then when they get it,

They REALLY appreciates it MUCH

As time goes by, complaint starts to occur….

Then greed occur… started to be greedy and wishes for a better one….

Its isn’t wrong to be greedy….. as it is human nature but it just depends, depends on how much they want…..

Some people greed for

-Money

-Time (would be me…. : P…. NOW)

-Power

-Luxuries

-Person

-…….

Family is the best O.o

I think the most satisfying effect is from family….. when it comes to telling jokes as I remember the most is not other people but my family…

Haha, I still remember my bro reaction , after I bought a kind of toy looks like a fish and will grow when puts it in the water, I fill a bottle with water and that fish…..

After few month, it has grew ….. when my bro saw it, he say who so stupid but that thing =.=ll

so cruel T.T

Then my 3^rd sis cheat him, saying that the fish is a real fish just has been kept for a long long time after it dies and it looks like that, that time I almost laugh out, but when my sis failed to convinced him, I tried too but he believes….

so happy my bro believes me although it’s hard to…. : P ok, I noe im a bad sis

He….then…. Told my mom about that fish thinking it’s a real fish

Then soon, he realizes it’s a joke, he said ’ he hates that fish’

What a cute bro I had…. : )

Just because he is naïve, I mean honest to this world NOT stupid, I found he is cute because it’s hard to find back this kind of cuteness or honesty especially when in kl…. Or in grownup

my first sis told me a funny story before,

Once I heard it, I tried to tell one of my friend, but my friend knew that story….

Hmmm…. A bit sad and disappointed can’t make my friend smile, hehe…. J

Happy life n sadness

Another creation…. : P

Happy life is not just watching things happening around us but to enjoy it.

Many people just care about having happiness without knowing what sadness….

But they tends to forgot that without sadness, the happiness will be reduce when the good news are being told

Without the sadness, you might even can’t feel the happiness…..

So , enjoy your life , don’t be so picky, do things your own way without hurting other people and don’t see sadness as your end of life….

Post Post Post Post

Hmmmm….. a total of maybe more than 13 post has been thought….. hmmm…. Maybe im too bored the moving day. Haha, that day has used up 3 hours of thinking led to so much post….

=.=lll im such a thinker

….

Haha, in fact that day really nothing to do, done with the cleaning job, just thinking about my blog post, avoiding negative thoughts, thankful to one of my friend who has waken me up for something that has really makes me neglect about something but now im sure of it….

Psps, thank you… : )

Then wondering if my 2^nd sis miss me, coz I din disturb her by sms or fb rdy…. Haha

as no internet connection asn sms to SG is quite expensive =.=lll im using prepaid card that time, : P

haha, so have to be a bit stingy …. : P

then missing my friend…. And wondering what my FRIENDs are doing…….

Hate For me , Its tired of hating people especially when you don’t want or not wishes to see him or her but you eventually does…. It consume a lot o

For me ,

Its tired of hating people especially when you don’t want or not wishes to see him or her but you eventually does….

It consume a lot of time…..

Hate , forgive and forgot is always be together……

When you forgot about the incident, you are eventually has forgiven that particular person as when you do hate one person, you can never forgets what he has done except you forgave him….

But a lot of people can’t do so.

I used to hate person for cheating me,…..

My trust towards him, at the same time been using me and talk something awful to one of MY Friend.

This hate has made me scare of seeing him…..

Before this if I saw him from faraway, I would quickly took a long path to walk although I would be late to class….

But as time passes, the hate began to lessen….

Can be said as I have forgiven for what he has done but I cant forget it as it is one of the lesson that next time don’t be so stupid…. -,-

Ok, I noe I AM!

That’s why humans are complicated!

Life is actually quite interesting and there are a lot of things that we had never tried before , why are we wasting time to hate people….

But just willing to lock our self to the unhappy past , the unhappy memory….

No wonder will look so UNHAPPY….

As life suppose to full of happiness but are fill with hatred, ending up with full of anger….

Hmmm…. Now I’m trying to SMILE….. try to get back the OLD me who just loves to smile although for a small thing, at least I would be happier and more positive….

And look more FRIEDLY, haha : )

The nature

Natures really treat us well.

The plants provides us Oxygen in daily, their leaves in green are good for our eyes.

Flowers, brings colour to this world making it colourful so that we won’t be boring as we are captivated by the beauty

Rain, freshen the air….. or to some people it just … washes their sadness away in the rain..

Moon, it suits the sky of black with shining stars makes some people feel calm by looking at it….

Sun, gives us the warm and let us see things but some of the things uses heart to see : )

White cloud, gives us joy by guessing the shapes which it looks like as it will form some shape as it travels.

Mountains are beautiful in their look in their colour at faraway

Wind, make the hotness disappear, and quite well-matched with the rain….

Hmmmm….. soothing

Hmmm…. Wishes I can go back to the past, century ago or maybe decades….. hmmm……

That time, the nature is not like current condition where giving to me the world going to end SOON but still a long way….

Hmmm…. Miss the previous nature or…. world

2 is better than one

Haha, creative huh…. =.=ll

Hmmm, know a bit problem but lazy to change, haha…. : P

Some people say that 2 is better than one…..

And some say s otherwise, 1 is better than 2….

And I say if you have one good friend and that would be enough than a lot of friends who forgets you

No matter you are alone or with your friends I’ll be there to support you, when you met problems ….

That why we are friend….

And you will always not be forgotten by me…. : )

Hmmm….. MAYBE its true that 2 is better than one…..

Hmm….

Haha….. : P

Sure I won’t be involve…. : )

Wondering why would people says including my parents says that

‘once you are married , you will only listen to your beloved husband or wife but forgotten your parents’

Hmm…..

Thinking will I be one of the people that is mentioned…. ?

Lol…..

=.=llll for what im thinking about this….

I also won’t be getting married, haha

: P

If my mom wan me get married I sure will tell her nobody wants me… : P

Hopefully my mom that time wont arrange some blind-date for me, haha…. : P

Plus , I don’t think my mom will worried that I can’t married out ….

n hehehehehe, I can say I must follow the other… my first sis, then second then the third one….

Wakakkakkakak

How smart I am…. Lol

Psps, cheik , u no need comment me say im so wuliao think this….

I thought this using few minutes when ma say she say about marriage and blind date…. LONG AGO… : P

Talk

If im angry, I prefer not to talk…. Include a word…

But if I din speak, I will feel like bursting of anger….

=.=lll haih

In this world, talking must be done, if not its hard to survive.

But for me, its harder than ask me to die than asking me to find topic to chat with people….

As I scare will I find the topic and make them unhappy or will they feel odd as we are just a NORMAL friend and that topic are belongs to personal….

Plus although are good friend, maybe there will be no more topic can be said as no special things that has happened or you know that person too well till nothing to ask….

Hmmm…… maybe that the reason I prefer to be in the ROOM…

That’s why I have presentation to…. : P

Haha, weird huh….. but it’s a bit different as when presenting, have to stand infront of crowd although you know them or you will be worrying the presenting skill…. : )

Haha, presentation reminds me of a ….

When in tutorial class , the tutor will ask to present, hmm…. Like reading in front of the class….

Haha, I still remember, when its my turn, I read non-stop….. with less breathing…. Finishes in a short time….

Hehe want to read finish ASAP as I really don’t like to stand infront. : )

Cooking like life?

For me….

When cooking, the process is like your life

Your life might be sweet, sour, spicy, bitter or…..

The oil is like your parents…. As oil is the first thing that you have to use to cook (psps eg. fry not boil),

And our parents are the first people who introduce us to this world.

The ingredient we add into the wok is our siblings or our relative, or the people who involve in our life

Then the salt, the sauce , the sugar, … is like our friends…..

As they are the one who add colours to our life although it might be a bad colour

And there is a saying, people always be influence by the peers and so on….

If you add to much eg. Salt, the food may ending up salty……

The patience you put in your life is like the patience when you are cooking

People always enjoy good quality food than the bad quality food…. I mean …. The taste….

And good food means you having a good life

….

Hmmmm…. =.=lll should think earlier for my English presentation,,,…. It’s too late…. HAih

…. -,- reminds me of the song…. 25min late? O.o

Every ppl have differences

Every people have

different name,

different attitude,

different feeling

different thoughts

different habit

different faces (psps except doppelganger)

and so on….

Every people is different, there are a lot of thing that left unknown to you about other people.

Eg. You may know your friend thinking what but you may not know what your friend likes except he told you everything or you observe everything…..

Hmmm…. I would say you in love with your friend if you observe everything….. : P

Besides there is a saying which was once told to me that ‘there’s a devil in everyone’

I found out it quite true…. Just depends on how much we can be away from the bad intention

The days of waiting

Waiting time is passes is a suffering thing…..

And surely it kills me…..

The day of waiting to move house is very BORED as I had already pack ALL my things and readily to shift my things…..

That day , the hours is like days for me….

I cleaned everything,

- the living room,

-the window… : P causing myself almost fall down from the chair, hehe

-the bathroom

-the kitchen

Hmmm…..

Lol, all these post that I post TODAY and the previous two post is the ‘THINGS’ that I had written THAT particular day and edited YESterday…..

Water

Hmmm….

Why must I afraid of water, T.T

Love the feeling of being in the water, it make me feels like…

Free of all the problems and things…..

Hmmm…. Maybe because of drowning….

Haih…

But after the drowning, I do enjoy playing the water……. And after that I got one chance to be in water and also enjoyable

But….

Why I still remember that …. Scare… feeling…. Of being drown….

Hmm…. Think before I start to be in water again, I better learn again the Circulatory Pulmonary Resuscitation (not sure the spelling), incase, haha….

=.=ll if myself drowned, I save myself ? -,-

Ok, a cold joke…. : P

-.- not a cold joke but a stupid joke, I know….

End of life?

The end of life isn't the scariest thing in the LIFE for me....
I think it would be 'Nothing to do' .
It's a bit like waiting the death time coming....
Hmmm.... a bit sound suffering to me.... Huh

So when I free,....

I can't say I scare to be alone as sometimes I quite enjoy being alone....
but sometimes I will feel scared to be alone and prefered to be in the crowd....

But no matter I'm alone or not, I will sms some 'wishes' to my friends of family to remind them still got a FRIEND who always care of them....

Hmmm..... but currently all my wishes that I have kept all this years in my hp, has been deleted and sadly says my brain stucked rdy so I can't comes out witha good wishes.....

Friends like sims

Being friend is like playing 'The Sim' game to me.
There are few categories : aquitance, friends, best friend and enemy.

If you treat a person wholly, doesn't means that he or she will...
and if you treat a person as your best friend, he or she might treat you as an enemy....

Every people has his o her own thoughts.....
Nobody will know what a person thinks except know that person VERY WELL....