I read a book before and it in my mind for a long time =.=ll , I forgotten the names….
I paraphrase it as I only remember the storyline but not all of the story….
There is a girl who does not quite believes in love and she believes that through love, not only happiness can be found but also sadness….
Then he stated to fall in love with a guy…. That time is just a simple love, interested to have a further relationship as lover with that guy.
That guy has done a lot of things for her and he’s a very nice guy.
The girl might says guys always prefer friend than their lover but that girl could feel that he has given most of his available time to her but not his friend….
As time goes by, she not sure if she has really fallen in love with him or feel grateful to him as its hard to be with her….
But soon, she has her answer, when she miss him but can’t see him or when she made him sad angry, will made her cry. And in the world besides her family and education, he is the only person who can made her cry.
Later one, she wonders if they never started and kept as being friend , he might be happier as he is quite a happy guy but she has bring not only happiness (maybe some) but also sadness and anger….
When they are both upset with something, she will think if maybe they are friend maybe he wont be upset of angry….
Hmmm…, should say her is a negative thinker or what….
Then sometimes , she will wonder why she can’t be a decisive person…. If she can, she won’t bring much trouble to him……..
But thanks to his friend who also her friend, who reminded her to trust him and to hold on this love….
It’s a bit hard for that girl to kept it as a secret that she never told him about she referred some things about him to his friend as she sure unhappy things will be happen.
But she refer to his friend because they are classmates for a very long time ago and surely his friend know him more than she does…..
From the moment she understand everything, she decided not to be indecisive , stop wondering thing, hold on the love that she let go before, and trying ways to make him happy including telling cold jokes but it seems not happening.
Having a love is easy, having a true love is hard, maintaining a love is harder but let go of a love is the hardest.
Hmmm…. Wonder if the girl will be able to hold on that love….
Hmmm…. Wishes her she will…. ^^
: P I didn’t finishes that story….. : P
