Crying when sad...

Hmmm...

I decided to write about crying in this post, i thought from a status that I shared in the fb...

NEVER believe in 3 people : Sagittarius, Aries, Pisces. They are the most selfish and mean.
NEVER lose 3 people : Taurus, Cancer, Capricorn. They are the most sincere and true lovers.
NEVER leave 3 people : Virgo, Libra, Scorpio. They can keep secrets, friendship , and they can see your tears.
NEVER reject 3 people : Leo, Gemini, Aquarius .They are true, honest friends. :)

Of course, when we see this, we will see in which we ourselves will be categorized first then our frens

Crying =

Crying (also called sobbing, wailing, weeping,whimpering, bawling, and blubbering) is shedding tears as a response to an emotional state in humans. (Adapted From wikipedia)

When you saw someone cry in a public, some may chooses to think that its humiliating o cry in the public and some may comfort them and so on...

I think would be the best is let them cry, as it is one of the emotion release..
Through crying, the sadness would be reduced, depends on the severity of their matter..
Enduring the tears from being flow out, keeping the ""emotion"" inside will affect the person physically though may be a bit only..

But, it is indeed true that , it is best not to cry in public as ppl will be seeing you, that time you will felt that why everyone looking at me like im an alien..
By this, some may stop crying, while some may cry more worst..

If a person is crying, high possibility is they are sad, if you going to scold her stop to cry, you better don't .. coz this will made her sadder. In the end, she either scare of you or cry even more worse...

psps
According to the German Society of Ophthalmology, which has collated different scientific studies on crying, women cry on average between 30 and 64 times a year, and men cry on average between 6 and 17 times per year. (Adapted From wikipedia)

No wonder ~~
so, cant blame girls for crying. It not what we want, we just need to release our emotion

fren

After read my sis blog, i got a question of writing this pot....
That question is in my mind all this long....

For me, people are weird... if i treat a guy nice... wouldn't it because im nice... muz it be coz i love him?? =.=ll

if im not being nice, people will say me no manners... =.=ll more worse

If being nice, ppl will say me stupid as being nice wont get repaid....


For me, being nice is important, its like respect, u wan respect u muz respect others...
so does being nice, if you aren't nice to other, how they want to treat you nicer... then you will exclaim they are ur enemy =.=ll

sometimes really think that shud i be nice??
but cant be not nice, haha
in the end prefer not to talk... coz if din talk , then no need to be nice, then no gossip.....
lol, one gossip could coz a person really pity.... haiz~~~

Trust/Bellieve

Sometimes... i'm thinking is it hard to believe people??
in the end not... maybe coz its true as im being said as a 'naive' person...

But if look at another angle...
i believe coz i dont want to hurt the ppl beside me...
When u chat with a person, the word said, you have the decision whether to trust it...

but imagine, if that person willing to say something important for them to you , it means you are important to them too, so they trusted you and told u their secret.. But if u didnt trust them,... they will be hurt ...

Most of the people tends to be cautious in believing people incase getting themself to be hurt when they found out it is a lie.... but if that so, they can try to pretend to believe at that very moment, and let the time to prove the right or wrong of the 'story'

Every relationship include the relationship between friends or lover or family or whatever relationship...
trust is the most important.... if there is no trust, then the word said is just a waste...


so, if i told a person a secret or a NON-secret thing, that person ... didnt believe
i don't think i would like to talk to that person again ...

its true that ppl are tend to lie for our own 'good'
maybe in some matter we wont agree it's for our 'good'
when ppl lie, its also hurt for them as they need to ACT accord to that lie and keep pretending, its tiring... if that person loves us, he or she might lie to us ...

hmm... so when i know a person lie to me, im quite sad... but on the other hand, i knew that there are something better not to be known ( we might hurt more if we learn the truth)
and means that person cares of me...

but in reality , ppl are always wants to know everything...
and due to my thinking, i never knew that the thing ppl tried to hide from me is actually will make me sad...

Some people might think they willing to know the truth, but if the truth is a REAL sad truth, would you wants to know it... It will let people's grow and matures but... in good or bad??

try to believe... and try not to know (certain thing.. know more, hurt more~) if being lied...
and try not to lie and try to decide whether to lie if will cause a great sadness after learn some truth ~~ is what im learning now

Coughing n coughing n coughing

Haih~
so pity me, haha

from last 2 week i kept coughing...
a bit reminded when im in Form 5, camping at the school....
cough till sore throat worsen and the throat pain when talk or drink water

so i went to the clinic this last week... as it has worsen...
Rm 30 fly rdy~~ nvm
the worst is~~ >< the doc say cant avoid sour or spicy and cold
>< made me cant eat laksa, tomyam, curry, =.=ll and nasi lemak without the 'sambal'
=.=ll

wondering when the day willl be ok... o.o

Ticket Problem?

LOL...
Last week, i went back to my hometown ,Swan~
At previous week, i went to buy the ticket...

Transnasional bus at 12pm....
=.=ll

kk , at the first im indeed very happy...
but then when at 19, the day to go back... =.=ll
i arrive on hour early just incase...
i sat at the platform there,watching the board.... waiting ~~~~

Then when i waited until 11.46
the bus status is still empty~ i get scared so i went to the counter to ask...
they told me it just arrive (but it actually no)

then i went to the information counter guess she say what
she say =.=ll '' the board cant be believed"
-,- so what am i to believe...

until 12: 28 like that, i asked a driver and the truth is revealed...
Actually the is no 12pm bus, he told me its a 1:30pm bus... =.=ll
>< have to waited for 1 hour again ><


Thank to my Mom
2@3 Sis (Veanne & Lazyt)
Bro (Ivan)
n fren ( Seby)

for willing to chat with me while im thinking how to pass the time... ^^


But at least i enjoy the trip, only 10 ppl in the bus include me...

now still wondering is it the ticket problem or the guy at the counter who sold the ticket to me??

Maple

Quite happy these days when really free could play the Maple new character...
but i only play the Battle Mage....
Thinking of creating the Wild Hunter character ... because they got the jaguar but the Battle Mage don't have...

Hehe, later when free going to delete my archer character, coz my list of character full rdy...
I got cleric, ice and lightning, aran, evan, koc, dual blade,.....
haha

There is a kind of big difference between cleric and battle mage although they are both magician...
coz when battle, cleric would be at the behind or those warrior or .... to heal them...
but battle mage.... would be at the front... my hp pot ><

at first i quite dislike play Maple after the new charac, coz i met few really indeed RUDE and no manners character... then in most of the map, =.=ll ppl are hacking, they use somesort of vacuum....

now it really better and my cleric easier to lvl up ^^

It's really a long time

Huh~
HiHi~~

Long time since i have post again....
Quite busy.....

Blogging...

Some people might think blog is a boring thing

but for me it is quite an interesting thing....

Sometimes I would treat it as an diary, posting the happy things that happen in my life , so the next time i'm sad, I could look back and smile.... : )

After didn't blog for so long... really misses the feeling of blogging again : )

I'm such a bad helper

Huh, today my fren who i always called him crab : P hehe actually i juz remember back only, HAHA

today i help him move thing coz his family moved out leaving his own staying at the old house and leaving two other rooms to rent out.. So, today i went to help him moving his things to other room while our two other fren help him moved his things to his dad car....

Haih, I'm still think i'm such a bad helper...

When i moved my house, he really helped me a lot...

=.=ll but .. me.. -,-

today i help to move slight things as i'm not allowed to move heavy things coz i'm a gal, haha : p so nice, hehe : P

so my activity is just at that floor... cleaning that room as the crab nose is sensitive to dust... pity him to keep sneezing when moving the cupboard,...

MAYBE i got help a bit.. but i also causes problem...

=.=ll slight help & slight problem = no help

haha

got tell me that im not a bad helper....

but myself know that if im not there, they might move thing more easier eh.....

plus , maybe he juz scare i will be sad.. hehe ^^

lol...

haih.... actually helping him moving made me think back the thought of wanting to rent ... the room... not apartment one.....

coz the place im staying is handled by agent a SMALL room coz RM250
really not worth... coz it really really small...

plus i had to take the elevator... -,- slow like snail...

hehe, i also dunno am i consider bad...

i thought of moving to crab there, not at the first moment i wanted to move but when i cant find room and at the last moment, i think of there...

coz scare if quarrel...then but when doing homework can face by face teach me , no nid sms waste $ or by msn...

then the kitchen partly is mine, wakakka, coz i can continue doing my research on cooking fried rice... with a free white mouse (psps its a white crab) HAHA : P

but my dad expect a good security place... but i juz wanted to find a cheap place to stay...

coz i always spend my famiy money and never help to earn money ( =.=ll not the times that i work with my dad i mean)

haih

The best security guard i had ever met

Few days ago, 4 sumting in the morning.... there is a guard keep pressing the doorbell, i ignore it for my sleep...

Then today i went to ask the guard at the guard house. He explain to me that it a a visitor that parking at the visitor car park , register as the house lot that i'm staying.

And while he explaining , he kept saying sorry and don't worry as they only want to inform that the car has been clamped... as one of the rules is visitor car must not park till later than 11pm....

=.=ll made me have to keep telling i'm not ... i juz curious y suddenly middle in the night got ppl press the doorbell, made me tot it is ghost....

in the end , i said thank you...

the he say dun mention adn if got any problem, can always got to the guard house and ask, they will assist....

hmm.... this is one of the reason i tgought before working in the customer service but luckily i changed that idea coz sometimes will be scold by the customer although not your fault...

The blog entry posted again with bad thing happened

Haha, I never thought of, the next time i wrote blog post again would be the 2nd thing that scariest moment in my life...
First scariest is when in the middle in the night, suddenly got a thing with a weight fall on my head then fell on my lap... then could feel its hand... YUck.. cockroach....

The second is...
My today morning class is at 10am....
So i took the 9:30 bus... which will move at 9:45am...

when i wanted to enter the bus, the bus is moving slowly , very very slow....

huh, when i put my right foot at the bus entrance and my right hand holding slightly the door metal bar...
and getting ready to stabilize myself there, the bus driver suddenly speed up the bus, making me unbalance, almost fall outside, it was so scary...
i could remember well the images that in my head that time is the slight sand and the big rocks on the roadside... coz if i fall, the sand will be where i land on.. WITH the rocks...

and the people in the bus looked at me with surprise... =.= can't they ask the bus driver to STOP!!! --the saddest thing
the distance,is NOT short... the bus stop at a place where he can wait for more people entering....
Nevermind, if say they are surprise so they didn't tell.. but the problem is...
after the bus stop few seconds... the first thing i saw is the people in the bus starts to chat with each other...
then.. if they are surprised, would they recover so fast?

None of them ask whether im ok... INCLUDING THE lousy DRIVER....

I thought customer always right coz customer are important? Then, am I a customer that not important that can cause me almost pk and made my leg condition worse and also didn't apologize?

ARghh.... now only i know.. HUMANS that i met at the bus today are the worst people I had ever met... except my beloved family member... ^^ and my friend ^^

Till now, whenever i at the roadside or heard or see the bus I will remember the first though when the bus is speeding when i ALMOST fall down... and yet the driver ask me enter the bus again WITHOUT saying any sorry...!!!! and the first time i took the taxi coz i was angry and sad... =.=ll and in the taxi i almost cried out but i force myself not to... =.=ll too scare till want to cry out..

from today onwardS~ i wont take the bus of the same time and date anymore.
I rather waste my time then risking my life and my left again....

What should be done?

Making someone angry, if that person is someone is who you care....

The feeling is really terrible....

If that person is your enemy, maybe you would be happy.....

When you done somthing made people angry, apologize should be done and trying to make him happy back...

But do you ever wonder if he would accept the apologies or one day telling you the method of you apologizing is not good.

The feeling will be more worse than die if that is the way that you could use if yiu don't know how to make a person from angry or sad to happy back....

There are a lot of ways to make people smile or be happy... but some method are foolish...

like if you talk foolish thing, it will become jokes if you found the correct person....

If not, you will be very dumb....

Just don't understand, if a person is trying hard to make another person smile... at least if not funny, can that peron just smile a bit for her hardwork for wanting him smile?

Smile for me is and easy thing, hehe : P

Smile when you happy : )

or fake smile is when you really can't smile when sad thing happens but someone who doesn't involve in your sadness talks to you....

Should I be happy or sad....?

Hmm.....
tomorrow back to kl rdy...
hmmm.....
sad coz leaving hometown,
sad coz have to pack things : P

happy coz can go back clean my room,
....

haih, life is complicated....
there always been unhappy and happy....
to get a full happiness, one must get sadness first...
so, without sadness, happiness won't be known....
but with sadness, it might involve life being brought to danger
sometimes having continuous happiness might make us feel that there are no happiness
but actually it is there but since it is continuous so we can't feel it much....

A thought from wedding feast

Lol, just get the word. 'si jiu' is wedding feast.... : P

Just now when at my FAR relative wedding feast made me think of my future....

Would me getting married?
Will me having child?
My future husband will have what personality?
: )

Then I suddenly remembered one thing,

my maternal side which my mom's brothers are all scare of their wife....

But not my dad as my mom scare my dad....

or

you can say my mom's bro more respects their wife....

But I don't think I will be the one who will control my husband....

Lol, when thinking of percentage if I get married is high, then percentage of Have to move in with my husband parents is higher. If that so, I don't think I WOULD WANT to get married , haha

coz living with husband parents like getting married to them instead of my husband as my every act have to be careful... ?? O.o

Don't know... every people thought are different : ) Maybe one day my thought will change after all.... : )

CNY CNY CNY....

This CNY.... huh.... should I say boring... hmmmmm
The first day of CNY....

After eat, have to wash the dish, plate, cup,....
lol, no help at all coz my mom hurt her hand.... few days ago....

Yuck so much blood....

it hurt by glass,. ....

=.=ll and I need to tie the wound....

Then send the Happy Chinese New Year wishes to all my beloved people..... ^^
..
... : P forgotten, hehe
Then at night.... watch Ip Man 2 with my family....

Lol, suppose at 12.00am, have to lit the firecracker....... but because we watching the IP Man movie, when we realizes its time, it is 11:55 already, haha
We lit it at 12:10.... : )

So sad~ this year only receive angpau from my dad (RM 200), mom (RM10.10) and granma (RM100) and none from my .... (mom's brother) coz there is a taboo, if the parent passed away , the son should grieve and not celebrate celebration for one year ... and my maternal granma died last year....

The next day.... after I woke up, my mom was busying cooking the "mian sian" . Finally I knew what it means .... the noodles is as thin as a thread..... Lol, when i was eating it, I forgotten that should SWALLOW not bite coz it 0means life..... if we bite means life shortened

Then after eat with rush, have to wash the pot..... then my dad fren and worker with their family came..... at the time i washes the POTS finished, they ate finished, so, i have to wash the plates and also the utensils.....

Then help my bro with his .... presentation thing.....

Then the next day, went to my dad workshop, to help my dad to prepare for the praying

Then play with the dog.... my cute Dobby and I named one as Billy ^^

Then yesterday have to go to my relative house to eat.... i mean, he is my paternal granma sister son/granson.... who is getting married.....

Arh... thgis one hor, I being cheated by my mom again =.=ll

She told me if yesterday I went rdy, today i no need go le....

but hor to day..... haih, have to go.... I only noe in Chinese is 'si jiu'

=.=ll

lol, I saw my ex-English teacher there, Mr Patrick... : ) never thought will see him : )

then the ' si jiu' have to keep smiling... ==ll

a day of scare

that day I had a dream, it dream about

I saw a kid stealing my dad car....

Somehow when he is trying to drive away, I'm inside that car too...

I don't know why I... , I bite him....

Hoping he would give up on the car and leave.....

But he didn't and so...

I bite his hand as hard as I could, but still....

Then I woke up at 9am....

at 9:15, I and my mom went to bank coz she need to take out money for the salary of .....

then we went to buy my cloth for CNY...

that day really a scary day coz.... =.=ll I dreamt of car BEING stolen, then when I woke up have to follow my mom to bank, seeing the cash thing....

making me scare suddenly got robber =.=ll

Hmm.. is it a bad thing? O.o

lol....

the day before yesterday... : P

hehe, that MOrning... 2:++ morning

I done something naughty... hehe

i secretly bring Shiro to room....

so he won't be alone....

hmmm.... i'm so nice, haha

0.0 thinking wan to bath him or not O.o
nvm, later ask my sis, haha

*-continue the story-*

when at 9:++ am is the time my dad went to work.

I woke up at 2:++ pm

then my mom ask me why i brought shiro to room....

then she told me that after dad went to work , he called back home

telling my mom shiro has lost..... and asking my mom if she has forgot to close the gate

: P

Should I say today is an interesting day?

Today....
my breakfast is a bowl of rice with a salt fish and hot dog....
haha
special right.... : P

Then, my dad have to fetch my 3rd sis to Kampar as he tomorrow not free...
I decided not to go....
=.=ll 2 hours journey could kill me but....

Coz my 3rd sis is sick and cny is coming,
this morning i felt like i'm having flu
my mom bought 3 'liang cha' also known as 'ku cha'
OMG! so bitter.....
when i swallow the third times, it was so bitter till i almost vomit out... yuck....
at least my flu is gone now.... hehe
pity my daddy.... three of us only drink a regular cup size only but he drink a BIG size.....


my mom .... -,- tricky ><
she told me we will go 'gai gai'.... i mean go somewhere for a while...
she make the expression like very fun...
I asked her where, she says it is a mystery...
Until when back from kampar, I found out =.=ll her somewhere is Kampar...
=.=

haha......
then my dad say.... later will go Tesco....
hmmmm.....
eyes open rdy... haha
have to think what snack want to buy, hahahahahhahahha.... XD

Things....

This post i wrote ... long time ago, forgotten when, ....
but can sure after no internet connection, haha : P


There are things that we tend to ignore
There are things that we tend not to accept it
There are things that we tend not to believe it
There are things that we hope didn't happens
There are things that we tries to forgets
There are things that we blaming ourself for happening
There are things that we hope we have done earlier
There are things that we hope we didn't see or know
There are things that we wishes to know a good news
There are things that we wishes things to be happen accord to our way
There are things that we wishes not to be regretted

But,
in fact.

Things can't be forgotten as it has happened ( eg. bad past)

Things are hard to ignore...

Things that happened, we can either accept it or reject it.
(no matter how we ignore it, one day we will have to face it) (For some people who rejects, they might feel happier if they suffers from accepting it)

Things that has happens, happened. No reason not to believe.
( everything that happens has it own reason, just the reason have to be known)

Things that hope didn't happen but has happened. FACE REALITY.
( this is what so-called as life) (eg. i always hope not to see cockroach but always met them =.=ll)

Things that we tried to remember but sometimes it fails.

Things happened mainly because of our fault.
( eg. there is accident, if we saw it but we called ambulance late causes that person to die)

If we had done something earlier, we might not regret now.
(if a couple tends to split earlier but didn't coz there no more love, bad things might happens)

Things that are known can't be unknown back.
( if we know something , we can't pretend anymore that we don't know anything)

Some things are mystery... just the way it is... it is better to leave it that way.....

WEirdy weird

I don't know I'm the weird person ONLy or other people also like this...

When sem starts, wishes it to be sem break, when it is sem break,
feeling too bored, wishes to sem holiday ends faster

Haha, now only i know why the old people say they want to do something
they don't want to be at home... haha

>< but what can i do wor, so long....
hmmm....
help the hamster bath?
=.=ll don't involve me in, coz there are 20+ maybe 30+....

nevermind later if really ddon't have things to do, either i play maple or play' Don't move' with Shiro , my 2nd sis dog, haha =D

I'm back....

Haloha...
haha, I'M BACk.... : )
lol, guess i'm too excited rdy


first
coz i'm back to hometown rdy ^^

Second
on the way back , along the way at Kampar really reminds me of the past, my friends there and my dog too and the TARC building, the lecturers and tutors....
Really misses them all very much : )

Third,
coz my 2nd sis is coming back ^^

fourth,
can see the HAMSTERS....
lol, at first i thought my mom sold them already ... but
=.=ll now too much rdy, AT LEAST 20 +
><

fifth
of course happy to see my family member too but a bit lazy to edit post so
i put under fifth.

sixth
coz can see Shiro
haha
never expected i will miss him....
quite pity him... his owner left to sg for her future...
less one person love him...

seventh
coz can online and update my blog hehe.... : P

eight
can eat my mom's cook ^^

ninth n lastly
can become pig rdy, HAHAHAHA