When will it end.... hmmmmm.....

A nightmare is a basically a dream that can causes a strong negative emotional response from the sleeper which is fear &/ horror.

Nightmares can be caused by sleeping in an uncomfortable or awkward position, having a fever, or by stress & anxiety and that is same for eating before bed, which trigger in the body's metabolism and brain activity to increase.

These is what I got.... lol, getting nightmare for a long time rdy.....

1 nightmare seems like 3 nightmares for me....

i never had nightmare so frequently, when i was a kid, i dreamt about cockroach...four time, once a month, ...

=.=lll once a month being given SURPRISE by that damn cockroach.....

But this time....

Its started with a dream about rape, then some about killing, then shocking, then killing, then shocking, its like happening on and on.... It thought few days ago it stopped as i didn't have nightmare again but.....

the day before yesterday I had nightmareagain..... Its about killing then 5 hours later im able to sleep again, but I had a dream about a talking dart is hunting me, telling me not to scare , nothings happen, don't hide, come out....

=.=ll like a wolf is cheating a sheep, haha : P

=.=ll it would be nice if i had nightmare when exam is coming, I can pay attention to study, haha... -,- cold joke....

What a weird people....

....

Eg. A B and C are friends.

three of them are quite close. Until one day, there are some disagreement of opinion between A and C ....

It is not a small matter.

They didn't talk for almost a week.

B who prefer not to involve, stay outside of the topic until one day while chatting, B telling A that he should join others.

Maybe you will think that hmmm..... how nice is B. B hopes there is no quarrel happens.

what if B keep telling, a bit of persuading A to join others than them.....

It only gives me the feeling of B don't want A to be there to causes him into the mess.

In the first place, if its not A fault and you are playing A part, what would you felt.

If B really meant to persuade you to join others....

Wouldn't you think that,

" why don't just tell me that you scare I will cause trouble to you, I might be surprised if you are straightforward but better than I thought you are saying for my own good, thought that you really want to be friends with me and then I discover that actually we just are fake friends"

I think this is what i would say... Hmmmm.... prefer an honest person who really wants to make friend....

Have you ever think before if you don't like a person, surely you will try to tell him NOT straightly....

but if he din understand you will be UPSET....

so , why dont just tell him, rather than make him felt happy coz he thought he got TRUE friends that care of him then suddenly let him knew that you scare you will get involve although its not His fault.... Maybe you wont feel pity but if you put u as 'HIM' , i think your life would be miserable.

Nightmare

for me, nightmare is a very scary thing.

The first nightmare have that i can remember is the CAT.....

Where that night my mom, dad and my first sis is out....

left me , my second sis , my third sis and my bro at home....

our neighbors are all eaten by the alien cat....

that night is dark....

i was at outside accidentally heard the CAT conversation ... then i told my 2nd sis. The bravest gal....

she very brave and says that she will have a talk with the Cat. We were proud of her.

Then the talk failed and they killed her. Then my 3rd sis shout . Faster lock the door. but it was too late. we noe that there isn't any hope left as the braves gal died.....

I remember well coz i was really really afraid of.....

that day on. for one month i din dare to near cat... -,-

Then after few years , in my dream is cockroach running here and there.... like the camera paying attention to that cockroach.... =.=lll yikes.....

that is after i was being scared by the cockroach that night....

having that dream for a week.....

Four times after being scared by the damn cockroach for FOUR TIMES means one year go 4 weeks, different month dreaming bout the cockroach...

then as i remember .... this year i was hunted by a 12 yrs old gal wearing white gown, a pretty gown indeed.... =.=lll

then the nxt day, almost ha;f of my classmate INCLUDE me wearing white colour shirt

then these few days, i kept dreaming of a gal being rape.... =.=lll

actually hor, y do i have this dream.... =.=lll its like having ppl dream,..... =.=ll

The Perfect Story....

The Perfect Story by Low Kay Hwa for me is the most PERFECT story I had ever read for this moment.

I love the way how he plot, how he plan the story...

The story really like going by its own....

^^

how a boy plan for revenge.

like it is a real story like it happened.

like he is really Furor

Promises to me...

Promises to me actually means NOTHING now....

promises from classmate ( 0-40 % ).....

Promises from family 80% will come true

Friend - 40-60%.... depends

Just felt weird. I read two Storybooks of Low kay hwa. Its bout promise to lover.

One thing I found out.

People always promise:

-not to break up....

-will hold their hand till the end....

-will never leave them alone

- etc

but how much couple really do what they promised.....

If they break up.... one of the sides will says that ' u promise me before, u wont leave me' or .......

what has happen, happened.

what is said, is past.

Promises are nothing, just an empty words without meaning....

When you promise something, u mean it but when time passesby, u don't feel like doing so as your heart now belongs to another promise.

For example, now you promise a person two days after go ts for a movie but when that day comes, u feel like don't want to go as you felt like there are things for you to do or the journey to ts is tiring.....

Lol, cheik..... me like expert leh, haha....

read too much the Loh Kay Hwa books liao.....

lol.... why all what I planned fails

All the plan i want to do with my classmate like going for a lunch or gym or squash.

One year ago, I ask my classmate if want to go to TS for a movie as my sis had gone to SG....

My fren din reply.....

The second time, after few months, i asked again, my friend rejected.....

Nvm.... u can say its the wrong timing as i asked my friend at that particular day....

Then this year, i ask my friends to go to Wangsa there to eat our lunch....

They say want but they have to ask whether got ppl drive.... Hearing them saying like that I knew that plan sure BB.

Just thinking if don't want just say dun wan la, why have to give me hope then somemore crush it.

The most sad thing is actually I want to ask a person go to as before that, there is some misunderstand. But the plan cancel rdy.....

In the end follow my friend's plan.

The next thing is I plan to go to gym on Friday, three of my friends agree.... We plan two weeks before

but suddenly one of them (A) say want to play squash. Eventually that plan cancelled as they agreed to her.

Then who knows she changes plan again... to GYM, and all of them say YES.... Then she asked some of our classmates to join....

Huh, dun tell me it is timing problem. Don't know why i think is THE person (ME) who ask is wrong.... -,-

Agree ? ya....

just a bit unhappy is because since you prmise me rdy, please don't try to break it. If you want to please others, JUST please don't PROMISE me anything. I'm not A KID !!!!!

Then, after few weeks, I say I want to go gym, i din ask A them to join coz i sure they will ask me change to other date .

Then A made me change my decision of going to gym to accompany her play squash.....

I think next time i plan for myself ok rdy. Incase... -,-

Cheik, u dun run ar.... u promise me rdy after CNY aR !!!!

Hmm..... interesting

Haha, what i had given a weird title to this post.
Actually this post , I want to write about TODAY!

I use one hour and 20 minutes to arrive to Bukit Jalil from Wangsa Maju wile my friend use 45 minutes only.
At first, after I reach Masjid Jamek, I cross the road....
but who knows, after I have crossed it, a guard told me that its the wrong place and he told me the place....
=.=ll sad!
Then finally ok....
I was told to take the train to Sri Petaling. but the info there shows that the train is Ampang/Sri Petaling so I thought it is both....
-,- waste my time....
The most bad luck is the bus arrive at 10:42 . I waited like a child wanting a candy but can't.. =.=ll

Hmm.... by the way, this is the first time it's a free sitting....
and the person who seating beside me is a guy..

Then my sis CAUSE me OBSERVE THE journey back to hometown.... for telling me about the YTY bulding -,-


Huh....
after back to hometown, my sis had her hand burn because of her DOG : P
haha, : P pity her....

then teach her the keyboard BASIC (at least im OK at the basic)
Then , we had our cheese cake....
haha, never thought still can eat birthday cake after my birthday and hers had ended...

A very good memory of mine.. =.=ll

Lol..

juz now i was going out to cc to do assignment...

after i leave the house, i was chatting with my fren.

Since the elevator is not going to ground floor so I decided through the stair...

After leaving the apartment, I just notice i din bring my hp...

psps.... that time i was talking on phone.... =.=lll i was holding it but still checking my pocket for it.

the most sad thing is... =.=ll i even go back THROUGH STAIR . But at least before i enter home i notice the hp is at my hand...

BUT THAT IS AFTER MY FREN N ME ENDED THE call....

=.=lll cheik, i dun hav short term memory loss but a serious one, haha

=.=ll waste my energy to climb the stair, : P